I thought things have changed for the better.

Wounds healed, misunderstanding cleared ( or isit not?), some uncertainty gone... but.... its a dilemma again.

I think i have changed. Or havent i? I do not know. But im very sure things will never be the same as before..

My mentality changed, my character changed, my aims changed, my purpose in life changed...

I realised what i wan to do, what kind friends i want, who i love the most and what is most important to me now...

But one thing which i feel rather sad for, something which made me rather frustrated about myself has never changed. It is my definition of "friendship".

I just cannot tolerate ppl who doesnt reciprocate... Perharps i am too self centred, maybe i am selfish, or it could be i am jealous.. whatever it is, if this is what tht person deemed as right, the way to handle friendship... too bad, sayonara.