Okie. The long awaited day has arrived. I've received lotsa surprises for my bd this year. and yes, firstly, as i promised, i shall pen this down esp to thank someone.

Mr TEreNce YAp, for remembering my birthday and for being the first on my bd to wish me. ( n yes, at 12am sharp~) thankz!

truthfully, i was surprised he rmbed( but i guessed he figured out from my nick.) Nevertheless, a big thank you!

Yesterday ( 21/02) was initially a super bad day. But the later part of the day turned out to be better. To my surprise, my colleagues actually bought a little gift for me. I never expected that.

Went to pick up my ice cream cake after work and i was impressed by the staff on how thoughtful they are. ( read more on sUnd4yz) And on the train home, there was this lady who asked me abt my cake and wished me a happy bd. haha, for the rest of the day i was in super good mood.

yup, not forgetting 2 special friends.

No. 1 - MR TAN BOON XIN! i hope he does see this. for the super early birthday wish~ wOw, for the 1st time he doesnt need any reminder. wooO! sg is going to snow soon. =P

No.2 - CheryL! for being such a nice friend to try her best to get what i want. Her birthday letter to me is humorous yet touching. xie le!

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19th Birthday take aways..

its a special year and i have a mixture of feelings to receive birthday wishes from a new group of people. aLso, its the last year to be in my teens, i've realised a change in practice. WE prefer practical gifts, be it to receive them or in return, and at least among me n my friends, we wouldnt mind telling what we want. however, still, we will maintain a certain degree of surprise.

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Thank yous

for the birthday msgs- Shing Huey, Wen Xin, Bin, Felicia, Royston, Bella Ee,Jing ting, Vincent, Jason

for the birthday songs- Gielle n her mum

for those wonderful prezzies- Cheryl, Pras& Yq, YILIN ( big mah?), yl's jiu mu

for the super ex haagen dazs ice cream cake - mummy

3 =( issues

1. nearly got blamed rgd an urgent tp- it ended up in the wrong plc

2. a blur queen ( she's more experienced than me for goodness sake) put something in my tray causing a series of wrong procedures and extra things done- lucky misunderstanding cleared, if not it will be MY FAULT AGAIN

3. Was told by officer that stupid mistake ( not exactly my fault, though i am the one who made it) caused a loss of US 1K for the bank. was =( untill officer tells me its not my fault and not to feel bad. ( WHICH I STRONGLY AGREE and have to EMPHASIZE, PLS, IM ONLY A TEMP STAFF WHICH ONLY 3 WEEKS EXPERIENCE THEN, HOW wld i know tht is an exception to other TPS?)
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okie, vented all my anger.

I received something today in addition to my birthday wishes. A xmas card. ( huh? dont huh)

It rotted in Roy's house for 2 mths and now, it finally found its owner- me.

Finally, somehow he got his mum to pass my mum the xmas card for me from wx. lol.

read what wx wrote, totally impressed by his language, touched by his sincerity.


thank you. ``~

13th, Mon

Nothing much, or rather- i cant rmb. lol. ate lunch w the DD girl. lol. new fren
=)
gu yi make myself free and awake to watch DH!
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14th , Tue

lol, valentine's day. Mgr gave a rose each to us. costs $3 leh. not cheap and its for everyone in his section. mummy asked why i didnt bring back home. bought yl's prezzie - part 3! after work, give tuition
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15th ,Wed
not feeling well suddenly at work today, made a super big mistake and the mgr ask me " what happened". eyyer, till now i didnt noe if i REALLY MADE THAT MISTAKE. i checked but dont have.... eyyer, its over and no big deal just an apology only. went to apologise to IT and today (17th) she came to ask say sorry to me coz she feel bad making me cry tht day. lol. She's so nice, dont ustd why P dont really like her. oh yah, B.ee reassured me the CDP mistake is no big deal coz its merely failing SPL, perharps or perharps not the customer will complain.

Went over to give Gielle tuition coz she hv prob w her Han yu pin yin. so i miss yuan lai jiu shi ni! eyyer. lol
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16th, thurs
overslept and late for work, lucky- escaped. But aiyah, tts my new year resolution leh. still haven changed.

Lunch w B.ee at Paradiz and met DD girl and Leanne. Did something sinful ( to me), that i dont like lunch w somebody coz i feel that its a chore to tok to her coz the topics she tok abt is not intellectual.

met cheryl after work. Ate mOs, shop, buy another T shirt from Ebase and she bought a shirt. SO SUPER HAPPY! i RECEIVED My First BD prezzie! but im going to open on 22nd. hehe.

CHERYL, Love ya! u r the 1st wor, honoured ma?

wanna order swensens ice cream cake for myself but mummy lah, eyyer so mean, make me xian yi ban so in the end didnt.
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Fri, 17th

Miss chen Yl bd~ lol. wished her and i hope im not last. so funny, took half day leave. lol. why not full day?
aiyah, come to think abt it, i should have taken 2 days off next week. hmmm.

Lunch w B.ee at KFC and went this fashion to shop. =)

And mummy suddenly sms me, asking me to acc her to concert tonight.

Went and the concert is superb! I miss CHoiR! roy- ccc! i miss CHOIR!

the choir is really worth it, and though they are MIC, its really an eye opener, the way they deal with the singing and visual effects are excellent and they always have little surprises for the audience.

Daddy woke me up so last min that i rushed to wash up and dress up to go out. hehe, so excited! daddy driving me to register for driving after sending yh to fujian hui guan.

went for breakfast at telok ayer b4 sending yh to enrichment class and that tuition coordinator called. so shitty that parent, in the end offer me $100 for 8 lessons. siao, i not desperate for money k and my teaching worth more than tt. so stingy.

anyway, the customer service at the comfort driving centre sux, at least for tht cha bor who served me. ( oh no, i am beginning to tok like roy) and so, i paid $90 for registration and basic theory. Daddy ask me to write in to complain. haha.

and hahaha, woooo! Daddy said he wanna buy car for me after i pass. ( provided i pass right?)

but a van like car. mummy say cannot buy better ones coz later i zhuang ( choi!) how. then daddy say its for me to drive and shun bian help office deliver goods. upon hearing that, i say i dotn wan.

AND wow, in unison, daddy and mummy say other ppl wan also dont have, blah blah, have car tou xiao liao........ .....


Anyway, we went to Honda show room after that, ooooo the civics is nice and cool! the interior is not like the traditional car, speedometer is digital blah blah.. cooL! im going to ask for tt. hahaha

but i like the sports car more, forgot model le, daddy show the leaflet to his fren and gone. wooO!

** thoughts** think quite serious ba, coz he say wait till june, around the same time as i will get license....... =)

Brought po po and gong gong to yum cha at TPY and met that KMC from office. SHe pretend not to see me. ahah, as if i wanna to see her. Anyway, hehe, see popo so happy im so Happy too!

Bought another pair of heels, wooo- $20 only. And came to realise its even higher than the previous pair i have. oh no..

After yum cha, mummy dropped me at bugis and i went to buy my comics. woolala! i finished buying Bleach! Went bai bai and SHARKZ! i forgot to help popo buy her special toothpaste. haha ( She said its better than colgate)

Went into Japan Home and haha, bought something for Miss chEn dabian. birthday prezzie part 2.

saw the 'Bags of love' fair at seiyu and i bought 2 more bags at one go. Oh my, so sinful right? but its so damn cheap. 1 white one for $13.90 only ( love it coz it has something like ferragamo's clip lock) and the other one for me to use during lunch. haha, so she chi right? but who cares- my birthday is coming. hehe

Happy Birthday Terrence and ShiQi!

eyyer that Terrence ah, forget my birthday every year still wanna complain that i'm the last person to wish him. so Demanding. =P

Valerie is going back to Australia tonight. =(

Quarrelled with that little piggy. eyyer.. =(!!!

But still, today is a =) day coz its frI!

As usual work. but dont noe why today i quite energetic and i was running here and there in the office. haha. and i realise i can glide with the pair of shoes ( blue) todAy. lol.

lunch with Bell and Ade and i went to buy magic numbers. oppz. Didnt wanna tell Leanne but was caught by her. think the manager heard and steal laugh. Hmph. mummy knows k. but i just dont wan Bell to know, so i told Leanne to keep from her. haha.
I FORGOT TO BUY Another 4 magiC numbers. =(
wiSH me luck wish me luck! hhe``*

lots of dates to be arranged. lol. But tues cant, tuition leh. anyway, its so sad. Go out with all single girls in 2704 and exchange gift with each other? i rather sleep at home. haha.

JIanyuan asked abt NUS, jT- movie and Cheryl- shoPping. aiyo, all together. next next wed okIe??
I on leave. That is auspicious day! =P

No tuition today, dont understand what yl's dajiu wrote actually. just understand something" dont come 29". aiyoz.

okie, good and i took a nap before i face my beloved.

Hehe, closed a number of deals today!

=)

Picked up a $2 note on my way home.

Took the train that heads wrong direction. =S
When my mum knows abt it, she was laughing like mad.

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Went to exchange for the watch. all bcoz of that piggy, caused so much trouble. Anyway, the sales promoter is like sh!t, everybody says different things. waste my time. In the v first place, they lied telling me that the purple piece is the last one, so i bought the purple one... and a series of unahppy events happened. sh!t that girl and sh!t CitYchain.

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Stella called me yest to change shift with me. I agreed stupidly and this cause me to become scapegoat.

Because of this, i report to work at 10.10 instead of 9am and thus, the cables rm(CR) was in a mess. Poor Pras was the only one in CR doing 4 ppls' job from 8.30- 10.10am.

And so, lots of faxes were not faxed out, lots of incoming faxes were delayed and so some departments receive them late and so they COMPLAIN.

AND SO, BECAUSE IF I AM IN CR, I AM THE ONE DOING THOSE AND I BECOME SCAPEGOAT. SH!t them. ANd ALSO, because i am new, just because i am new, they can put all the responsibility and blame on me. What the F.

WAS supER angry and i voice my displeasure by saying i dont like working here to Bell and Said i am leaving soon.

( so happened Bell was confirming with me the duration of my stay, and so i said that)

Its true, i went to register with 2 schools today as relief teacher. sO im praying hard i can teach, praying hard i will be granted a chance ( to teach for long, not just 1 day).

sighz.

Mon Blues over and but tues worse, went back to do validation as 3 ppl are on mc today.

Mon blues ended with shopping w yl at ps, again. bought a bag, a jacket ( yes, on top of the 2 jackets i bought from ebase) and a bag. the bag costs $15 only! omg, fainting.

whEn i came home, my cousin, aunt and nephew was downstairs, abt to go home. mY nephew is such a darling, and very clever for his age. oh No, i feel like kidnapping him. haha. =P

and best of all, mon blues ended with my long awaited fave- Desperate housewives. oooo =)

and its a small world afterall. i met my pri sch tutor- Jermaine! ROYSTON- C THIS?!! i MET JERMAINE! lol, our pri sch el tutor. sO glad to c her and she hasnt changed at all!

and today, tues grey, i met jian yuan on train back home. small small world.

tues grey? lol. nothing much except that, the new temp staff i met today told me i looked older than he is. and he thought i am older than him. !#$@##%^$
so angry and so sad. lol. and haha, he plays ms too. =)

after work, rush home for dinner and went over to give GIelle tuition. and here i am.

Today is Roy's and Gielle's Birthday!

Also my birthday! and it yours too! today is ren ri. lol.

woke up late, so in the end i meet yl at 11+ instead of 10. We went to buy materials for making our precious- beaded jewellery. yup, spotted a bracelet in the jap mag and we made a similar one. sO happY!

Parked ourselves at Coffee Bean after we shopped for all the necessities. Suppose to go gathering organised by Eileen, but it was cancelled in the end. So i turned up at Gielle's birthday party instead.

It feels odd, for all of the invited guests are her family members and her parents' friends. Oh n yes, what a scary encounter at the lift.

We met the guy whose the shop owner for the beads shop we often patronise and guess what, he could recognise me...... ..... the way he asked me is frightening, " xiao jie, ni shi jing tian qu mai beads de na wei xiao jie shi ma?" yikes. Me, yl and yan lin bu zhi suo cuo. THey carried on asking where is our destination, which floor, who are we visiting and told us we might be going to the same place. Omg, the 3 of us walked like the speed of machine gun to Gielle's plc. ( failed though, coz yan lin was slow)

Haha, in the end? He is yl's da jiu's fren. dotz. n yl's jiu mu is so funny, she questioned us why we didnt ask her abt her fren earlier, if not we could have saved a lot. dotz. dotz......

hehe, but GreaT! we get to have discount! woooLala~ it means, more jewelleries.

Family lunch with paternal side today. At taka, imperial jade. WooO, all of us woke up late and we thought we will be the last to reach. But in the end, we are considered " super early".

Its so fast, another year has passed. Last new year, we all were in Fu zhou, celebrating new year and to attend my cousin's wedding. This year, again, sitting together, but an additional family member- my little niece. =)

My aunt was shocked to see my hair i think, for she was staring at me for quite long. I've had my hair dyed for a week plus and quite used to it, so for a moment, i dont ustd why she was staring at me for. lol

My 2nd aunt came over and she asked me to take driving test together w Raymond, asking us to compete and see who will pass first. Omg, its stressful k. And its not a fair competition, coz he has taken and passed b4. oppz, aiyah, you should noe why.

anyway, so HappY, daddY n mUmmy kept asking me to go register. But im too lazy and i dont wanna become chauffer after i get my driving license..

I have a naughty thought, think daddy n mummy will change a new car as my bd prezzie and let me drive if i go for driving lessons. coz they were thinking of changing car. hehe. and koR KOR got his car trade in for a new one for his new year ang poW! eyyer.
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We went to "mm bo's" ( jiu po) house to bai nian, together with my youngest uncle, first aunt and my cousin. I cant recognise them and they cant. But it nice to see them. I like the feeling of knowing how deep and far your roots are.

Went home and i cant stand it anymore,( i slept at 3.30am) i went to sleep till 8pm, so now im wide awake.

Feel the sense of accomplishment, coz i finally blogged without procrastinating. =)

The consequence of procrastination:

Too many entries to be blogged and published that i lost count, lost my recollection of what to be written... worse- what i've done all these while.

Since 16th till today- 5th FEb!

oh No.

its gonna be another busy SUn, with no time to blog.. so its gotta be procrastinated- again.

Yah, i cant stand it. and so i am blogging my thoughts down here. as an avenue to vent my frustrations.

U wonder whether you make the right decision. You wonder if this partnership is right. And you will question if you contribute much more than the others. But no matter what, though i understand, i cannot accept the fact that everyone is different. with a different set of thinkings, a different set of opinions, a different way of doing things.

selfish? I've tried to accomodate, i tried to give in- but nah, still wrong, not right.

For instance, a few moments ago, this is what i experienced. Again. Am i trying too hard? Why isit that some ppl out there make so much noise when you are tying ur best, for the better of a common goal. Yet, when u ask them for opinion, for their proactiveness, they are totally the opposite way round- like a tortoise.

This is where i strongly believe that a leader is a need or rather what Daniel said, there should be a boundary of the things to be done. Oh, i understand now,the need of something called the "wedding planner" (or whatever planners there are out there.)