It's been so long since i blogged. Everyday passed so quickly. Perharps its because i slept till 11am everyday.

24/04- Driving lesson today and i nearly lang gah. Haha. Yip, i couldnt help it but i have to say i dont think i learnt as much and practice as much from Mr Soh's bro. And so, i practise on U turn again. Went to Bugis to pick up the tubes i ordered... No income yet i still spend....

23/04- Visited Lin Laoshi and her baby. She is really a duplicate of Mr Lim! n very very adorable~ Talked to CC the whole night till 2 +... But im still hestitant if i really should do that...

22/04- Went w yl to buy materials for Blushing Boutique in the morning, so happy, i got new earrings! n finally i can work on my oriental. In the afternoon, met up w jy,jt, lw at Settlers. After settlers, went Pop w lw. Pass by library and went to borrow books~ it has been so long since i read an English book.

21/04- Went out with CC. Woke up at 11am and i forgot all the things i need to pass her. Sorry dear. She lent me 2 comics. hehe. Interesting~ Brought her to V8 Cafe. The omelette is better than Swensens'. Really. Swensens s**. Suppose to bring her to shop for her bd pressie, but she didnt see any sling bags which she like.. and in the end, im the one who brought home many things...

Met Eileen and Anu at night to shop. Went to Icon and Belle joined us. =) Icon has changed. Tt time jt n I went, it looked like a "hei dian". lol..

20/04- Went to pick up Nana from Leanne and have lunch with her. Sigh, Outfitter GIrls having offer and i spent $45 on 1 wallet, 1 top and 1 bottom. Worth it right? hehe.

19/04- Went out to buy materials to repair my aunt's earrings and to buy materials for my belt. Met Val from Sg mint and she acc me to shop. =) Really surprised to see her there. Went to visit Laoshi and Shimu after that..Dropped by HWS and found out Mdm Lim is on maternity leave~ Managed to talk to Mr Seah only.

I've got so much to say. But i couldnt pen down in time all my thoughts...

Anyway, Laoshi called me again just now... after the entire conversation, as usual, i feel lost.

Asked me how am i , whether im attached... as usual. But something he said, something he understood makes me feel real sad.

Perharps he is right, i just have to accept the reality that the pace in local society is so fast that no one can spare me some time.... not even my best friend( or isit not?).

He touched my heart though, giving me affirmation. But that is not what i wan to hear. I rather he give me scolding, really...

Just like someone who is the most important to me.. I realise she doesnt understand me at all. She sent me a sms, scolding me of what i did this morning. Yes, i replied defending myself. But in return was 3 smses which deeply hurt me. I wonder who is it for and why am i living in this world....

Dont worry. I wont do anything silly. Im afraid of death.

3rd day of slacking at home ( according to someone, but its not k!)

Its time for me to wake up but i continued sleeping until Pam called me. Oh no, im really a goldfish, i cant remember the entire conversation except sharing our driving experiences. Omg.

Super worried over my face, did something to my face and it was filled with red patches the entire day.

I'm so envious! Miss Barbie Doll can actually chat with me during work! Hmph. Even back from my shopping spree in the late afternoon she was still in front of the computer and her status= ONLINE. Hmph

Yup, met up with B.ee for a shopping trip. Accompany her to lunch and mummy joined us after that. Eyyer, miss the chance of buying the mini jacket coz mummy forgot to bring her 30% voucher. Nevertheless, it was a fruitful trip. Bought new eyeshadow palette and bought 3 tops! shiok! I havent shop since last week of March coz I know i wont be able to..

Yup, lost $150 to Jerelyn so far. lol... Heartache. Any remedy?

B.ee was influenced by me and she bought some beads ( at such a dear price!) Made 4 pairs of earrings and a bracelet for her. =) Glad she Loves them~

oh yah, ppl good news good news~ My jap photo album i going to be done soon! I've done Day 1! haha, 5 more days to go only! ( but that's 596 more photos to print and paste. hehe)

That reminds me of CNY and Mummy's + My Birthday photos not developed.. sigh...

Nvm~ shall enjoy Thursday, Friday and Sat first!

Thurs( tmr) - meeting up Miss Barbie Doll! + Mardigras
Friday- TF gathering!
Sat- BEads beads Beads! maybe BOD outing?
Sun- ): must study FFT
Mon- Must do E trail test
tues- FFT.

Finally, its 7th and the last day.

Yup, i chose to leave a week earlier coz last Friday i was angry with someone that i took out Kelly's number and inform them my last day would be 7th.

I feel a sense of loss, of course. But i didnt regret. The only thing i will miss are the nice ppl like Norma, Irene, Leanne..... And the only thing i feel stupid about is that i give up a job that i know so well. Its like giving up my comfort zone to someone else. And its a damn easy job....

though there are flip sides... like those stupid customer service ppl and some grumpy ppl....

Was very touched to receive NOrma's choco. Her msg as usual, reflect her character and its simple yet touching- Girl2, 4 u 2 eat.

sigh. and Irene treat me n yj on thurs to Hans. yuP, she's very right, the only thing we feel sad and will miss are tht ppl whom we can get along...

Hope Jerelyn will do fine. She took over me coz IR doesnt need ppl anymore. Coach her for 3 days, hope i am of help. =)

Ermm, and the other thing which i am =( over is the $50 note everyday... haiz.